Letter from a forced feminization slut
This whore was with me for some time, but became afraid and ran away. I am quite good at knowing which clients will require lessons of exile and how those lessons will go. I was certain that this slut would return with a more open mind and great regret and begging. As is usually the case, my suspicions were correct.
I have spoken with the slut and it is fine with its email being made public. I hope that some of my prospective forced sissy clients will read it and learn from my slut’s hard earned enlightenment.
To all those who know and serve Mistress Jane, I too had that rare privilege,
and I threw it away. Gone, lost, forever. I served Mistress Jane, and was so
very eager to serve her, she consumed my thoughts, my days and nights.
Literally, every action I took was prefaced with thoughts of her. If you are
serving her then I am sure there is some element of fear that you hold. I felt
that too, but I let it overwhelm me, and that was where I failed. Mistress Jane
was teaching me, training me, unlocking the submissive qualities that were
inside of me. She brought me face to face with those things in me that we hide.
She brought them out, and allowed me to accept and embrace them, to know that
those things are part of what I am.
Don’t do what I did, don’t let your fear keep you from being who and what you
are. Mistress Jane and I spoke regularly, if not for a long time. As time
passed, I knew I was changing as well, becoming more of what I am, a submissive
for Mistress Jane. I know I began to feel overwhelmed, with the changes, I
started to feel like I was losing myself, and we all fear change, especially
such a personal change. I blamed Mistress Jane for those feelings, as if she
were taking something from me. But I was wrong, so wrong. I was changing, but,
she wasn’t taking anything, she was my guide, holding my hand leading me to me.
In my stupidity and panic, I told her I couldn’t speak with her anymore, blaming
her. She did give me an opportunity to rethink my decision, which of course I
just threw away. So now, I turned my back on her, and hid back in my shell like
the coward I am.
But what is inside me is still inside me, only not so buried. So am I some sissy
slut cum eating whore, yes I am. Do I try to pretend otherwise, yes I do. And it
doesn’t work any better now than before. You might think there are other
mistresses to call, and yes there are countless numbers of them. But there is no
other Mistress Jane. If you think talking with a replacement will do, it won’t.
I admit I tried and it just isn’t the same. Her intelligence, Her wit and
creativity, her experience and understanding are an unmatched combination.
So if you are afraid, thinking of running away, I ask you, I beg you to stop and
think before you do. Those feelings that are inside you will still be there, The
desires and dreams won’t go away. All you will have done is hurt yourself by
pushing away the one you need the most.
I am so very sorry Mistress Jane. I wish you all the best
Let this be a warning as well as a lesson to you, my sissy sluts. I will get into your head. I will control your mind. I will make into the girl I want you to be. And I will win.
Mistress Jane - The forced feminization training Authority
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